I keep checking your name in my contacts, hoping you'll text first. It's been three months and I still wake up at 3am reaching for my phone. I wrote you so many messages I never sent. Maybe this one counts. I hope you're doing okay. I hope you're not.
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this sucks. I know this feeling. I was devastated last december, I didn't have any closure at all, and since that my last message - no response, i got just discarded like trash after what I thought was love. but it was love! we have to go through this to find ourselves. also, it's actually so great to be able to feel!! even this. this is the ephitome of eing alive! Live, love, suffer, yes God show me how much i can carry in my little heart!!! YEAAAAHHH. and then... you're just reborn. you have to die first, then you rise like phoenix. trust me. xoxo
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